Avtobiografy in 5 chapters (Tibet)

1. I walk down the street.

There is a deep hole in the sidewalk

I falling

I'm lost I'm hopeless

It isn’t my fault

It takes forever to find a way out

2. I walked down the same street

There is a deep hole in sidewalk

I pretend I don’t see it

I fall in again

I can’t believe

I'm in the same place

But it isn’t my fault

It still takes a long time to get out

3. I walk down the same street

there is a deep hole in sidewalk

I see it’s here

I still fall in

It’s a habit

My eyes are open

I know where I am

It’s my fault

I get out immediately

4. I walk down the same street

There is a deep hole in sidewalk

I walk around it

5. I walk down another street

I m trying to get the 4th. But i see only two ways of that future- or like in the past, which i found the reason stopped me always in the 3th or smth that hurts me now. I choose the second one.